If you’re looking for a few ways to lose weight, I have some. Separate from your husband of 12 years unexpectedly. During that time, cry almost every day and don’t eat meals when you are supposed to. It won’t be hard because you won’t be hungry. Your body will give you headaches and other pains, you will take pills for that pain and if you aren’t moving things around or focusing on something like the television to take your mind off reality, your trying to sleep without dreaming; which only works with drugs. As time goes on; your clothes start to become loose.
Within the last four weeks, I have lost four pounds. Yesterday, I noticed how loose my clothes were becoming so I bought some candy realizing I need those extra calories throughout the day. I just got on the scale this morning. I know I need to start eating again at regular intervals, as well as snacking. I also know I need to start tracking my food again. Stress is terrible for everyone’s immune systems but mine especially because of my disease and kidney transplant.
It will be a solid month on Friday since this occurred. That means I will have 8 more months in this apartment. Friday will mark a solid month of tears and lack of sleep and wonder and pain of what went wrong in my 12 year marriage to a man who loved me (I thought and believed) when we walked down that wedding aisle and said his vows in front of all our friends and family. The same day I sang his favorite song to him at the wedding reception, “I’ll Always Love You.” by Olivia Newton-John.
I am supposed to be drinking one Ensure Plus every day for dietary purposes. I may up that to two for a bit. I need to gain weight. I don’t care if I am eating candy. I know I need to eat more. I cannot wither away and make myself sick. My cat needs me, if nobody else does. I do have friends that still care about me.
Today, I will start again to get back on track physically. I will eat even if I’m not hungry. I may even start tracking my food again. I can’t do this to myself. If I do this to myself and my body, I will have let him win and proved that he was right, that I NEED someone to take care of me. Which I Don’t. I just need to get my emotions in check and start taking care of myself again. As the weight comes off, reality hits and it ain’t a pretty picture!
Spam Types
When I was much younger (before I became a Flexitarian) I used to like SPAM. My mother would mix it with mayo and put it in sandwiches for my lunch at school. I also used to bring Avocado and Mayo with Cream-Cheese and maybe some Walnuts. I still like those sandwiches. Needless to say, nobody wanted to trade lunches with me. Anyway, Now that I know the ingredients of SPAM or enough about it, I definitely don’t eat it anymore. My father used to eat a lot of it while on the ship when in the Marine Corps and called it S _ _ t- on a Shingle. One more positive on Spam though was the Dr. Demento song. If I knew how and could find it, I would post it for you. But I’m not that technologically advanced .
But: this brings me to today’s blog topic:
Not the canned SPAM I’ve been talking about: but the SPAM comments I and everyone else who has a blog receives. Good Gravy, some are just ridiculous. “Your writing is amazing. I’ve been looking for it for a long time. It is just what I was looking for. I will keep follow.” What? You were looking for a post about pain and headaches? That’s amazing writing to you. You obviously don’t read much. You will keep follow. You don’t write much either. Please don’t keep follow. Nope..Your deleted. Next.
“My brother told me to see your website and I am glad he did. I will be new Follower.” This almost sounded legit the first time. Apparently, peoples brothers are really passing the word around. However, without further info, I am not impressed. So sorry, but I don’t trust you or your brother. Delete…Next
“We have started a small group of writers to write topics like you. If you would like to join us, please click this link.” No, No, I am not clicking your link nor joining your probably spammy, non-legit group. Delete. One more.
“Click my pics” Naked Chics.com Delete! Delete! Delete! No explanation needed.
04/24/2013
Categories: Blogging, followers, food, humor, memories, Uncategorized, Wordpress . Tags: comments, diet, food, humor, lunch, other, spam, true story . Author: stillstrange . Comments: Leave a comment